tomorrow will consist of:
- waking up at 8 AM
- packing
- printing out directions
- double checking everything because i’m OCD like that
- driving 5 long, boring hours by myself
- getting to this vineyard
- wedding rehearsal
- rehearsal dinner
- sleep
i have such a jam packed weekend and i’m not looking forward to this. all i want to do is curl up in a ball, listen to taylor swift and ball my eyes out.
a few things i’d like to say to myself are:
fuck you.
you suck.
ugh.
WHYYYYYYY?!
broke in my new board a little bit tonight.
it ruled, so much.
i’m so glad i bought it. i’m getting more comfortable on a board now that this one isn’t a piece of shit.
I wish I had someone who wanted to chat with me all day. My phone rarely goes off…pretty upsetting.
there’s not an ounce of hope that i could ever have what i want.
dammit.
